Diary of a young Jane Fenton Rutherford
(July 1854 – May 1855)
while living in Argyle, New York with her grandparents, James and Janet Fenton.
In the last moment when anticipation has vanished into certainty,
It is seldom that we really feel happy in some pleasing lot hoped for at last attained.
July 15 1854 – The 21st anniversary of my birth. "How many years have fled, how many friends are dead, Alas! How fast the past has passed, How speedily life hath sped." Yes, far too many years have passed over my head for the improvement I have made of them. The years of minority have frayed but I feel like a child.
July 16 1854 – Grandma and I went to church alone today. Uncle was much excited today. Dressed to go with us but remained at home. Mr. Henning preached from Micah 2,10 to go and depart for this is not your rest. Inviolatable ,fidelity, good humor, and complacency of temper outshine all the charms of a fine face, and make the decay of personal beauty invisible.
July 17 1854 – All passed of as is usual on Monday today till in the afternoon Nancy & Margaret Harsher & Catherine Clark visited with me. We had a pleasant time as we always do when together: they are the only school mates that have always been with me. Others have come and gone some being with us a short season then leaving the pleasures of a school girl’s life and retiring to a quiet home of their own and some have passed the bourne from whence no traveler returns. Flowers nipped in the bud.
I have just received a letter from R giving an account of the celebration of independence at Glens Falls.
July 18 1854 – Our folks commenced haying harvest today. The season is later than it was last year.
July 22 1854 – The weather has been very hot for a few days. There was a heavy shower this evening accompanied with much thunder & lightning.
July 25 1854 – Mrs. Lundy and Mrs. Crosier called this morning. They are almost strangers. The weather is more comfortable, we have had a great deal of rain lately.
July 26 1854 – Aaron brought a letter tonight from James; he was well and getting along well when he wrote. How good God is in thus protecting him through all the perils and hardship he has passed. Our prayer is that he may be restored to us in safety.
July 28 1854 – This has been a busy day with us both out in the field and in the house. We plan to go to Glens Falls tomorrow for huckleberries. Acts XIII, 48 and as many as were ordained to eternal life believed. Romans 11,5,6,7.
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July 29 1854 – This morning a party of as merry boys & girls as need pick berries started for the plains. There was every appearance of a rainy day but we did not wait for it to
commence which it did soon after we started and rained on us most of the way, but we
were prepared for it and none of us cared much. About 10 o’clock it cleared off and the sun began to peep out, but it continued cloudy all day which was very favorable.
We visited the falls (which are truly works of nature far surpassing anything we can devise) and reached the plains about noon, taking with us a pail full of water from the nearest spring about a mile distance and the first thing to be done was get dinner; so accurately seating ourselves on the sand covered with a few fern & huckleberry bushes interspersed with here and there a shrub oak; we commenced our repast, when presently 2 acquaintances drove up, we proffered them a share and they accompanied us during the day. We picked 2 or 3 hours then started homeward, calling at Mrs. Millers (but did not see Bill) and at John Millers then stopped at the village for tea and such a tea or rather such a party as we were for tea our number was now increased to 11. After tea made one call on an old schoolteacher.
On the way home stopped at the Cemetery between Sandy Hill in Ft. Edward, a quiet retired spot surrounded with pine woods. The monument erected to the memory of Miss Jane McCrea who as murdered by the Indians at a spring near there is in it. Some doubts exist about it being her remains which are interred there as they have been lifted before. We reached home much fatigued but highly gratified with the days excursion. Robert came home with us.
July 31 1854 – This is a delightful evening. R and I took a walk to the Hook , saw a number of our young acquaintances, had a pleasant chat and returned home. He leaves tomorrow morning.
August 3 1854 – Mr. Cornell and John Carter are helping our folks today. Uncle James called on us this afternoon, he is done haying. I was at the store and got 2 letters, one from William giving the plan of his home, the other from Agnes. Dear ones, how I wish to be with you. The respiratory organs of plants are in the leaves, the upper side inhaling and the under exhaling.
August 6 1854 – Went to church today. Uncle went but did not commence to get ready till we were going to start. Our Sabbath school goes on pretty well if we would only get our lessons better. How discouraging it must be for the teacher to have to say the lesson himself. Mr. Henning preached from Act XIII, 39. And by him all that believe are justified from all things from which ye could not be justified by the law of Moses. Comparison between criminals at the bar of man and the bar of God. They must be justified or condemned. If condemned they must suffer the penalty of the law unless a pardon is granted
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August 8 1854 – Mr. Henning visited with us this afternoon. He is very agreeable and familiar. I like him much. He played a few tunes on the accordion and sung one. Said he had 6 different kinds of instruments in the old country.
Sold 3.90 worth of poultry to night. Have been writing to Agnes.
August 9 1854 – Alexander Tilford, his father and Uncle George called here this afternoon. Moses was in a few minutes too, says Mary is fine and baby a great fat girl. Katy McNeal ran in a minute tonight and caught me picking ducks. One of William Smith’s boys is missing and has not been heard of since Sabbath morning. David Harsher’s little boy is not expected to live.
August 10 1854 – Was at the Hook today. Stopped at David Harsher’s and helped sew a while. Henry is still alive but failing. W. Smith found his boy in Hebron. Our folks finished haying today.
August 12 1854 – Sat up at Mr. Harsher’s last night. Little Henry was buried today. There were over 40 wagons in the procession.
August 13 1854 - Mr. Henning’s text today was in Malachi IV, 9. But unto you that fear my name shall the sum of righteousness arise with healing in his wings, Christ compared to the Sun. The Sun the most glorious object in the firmament. There is but one Sun, it warms and brings all nature into life, nourishes vegetables as well as animal life. Christ our spiritual Sun.
August 14 1854 – Grandpa went to Argyle after ten. I rode with him as far as Stevenson’s and came back on foot coming through the fields. Saw little Willie Stevenson and his cousin Maggie out playing. They had some green apples. Willie ran to meet me and gave me one. He did it so pretty. I think he will be like his father.
August 15 1854 – It is quite cool with some appearance of rain, which is much needed. Ray the peddler took tea with us tonight. It is years since he has been here before.
August 16 1854 – Aaron is quite unwell, went to the village to see the doctor this morning. I wrote to R. and sent it with him. Poetry – thought in blossom.
Debt – a slice out of another man’s loaf.
August 17 1854 – Grandpa and I went to Uncle James’ today, went over Scott Hill. The scenery from the north side of the hill is quite romantic. Jane Maria came home with us.
August 18 1854 – Aunt Jane visited here this afternoon. Janie and I went to Mr. Graham’s this evening.
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August 19 1854 – Went to Mr. Harsher’s this afternoon. Our folks begin to think there is too much strict _________ I hear.
August 20 1854 – Grandpa went to the corner to meeting to day. The rest to our church. Mr. Henning preached from Mark X, 47. Jesus, Thou son of David have mercy on me. Miracles have been wrought both by Apostles & Prophet. Christ’s miracles evidence of his love and sympathy. Conclusion: Have you obtained spiritual sight?
August 22 1854 – Jane Maria and I have been hurrying today to go to Uncle George’s and intend to visit Mary tomorrow but Harvey came for her so she had to go home. Went to Uncle George’s with them and spent the afternoon. There is a daguerreotype saloon at the Hook. Uncle George, Aunt, and Eugene have their pictures taken in a group.
August 25 1854 – Was at the store today, saw Mr. Maynard. We have commenced cutting apples and corn. Everything is parched for want of rain and the air is so filled with smoke we can see but a short distance.
August 26 1854 – There was some appearance of rain today and we had 2 slight showers. A man came along just before tea with a hand organ accompanied by a little boy with a tambourine, a sweet little fellow. They called here in the fore part of the season.
August 27 1854 – Death often visits when least expected. Mary Skellie is probably not now in the land of the living. She was very low this morning. A fortnight ago today she was with us in Sabbath School, perhaps feeling as well and thinking her self no nearer her end then any one of us. Oh, that we might feel the warning and be prepared. None knows but they may be the next called for.
August 28 1854 – Uncle George and George Tilford called here a while this afternoon. Uncle James folks all came and had their likeness taken at the saloon at Mr. Clark’s and came here for tea. I went back with them and Jane Maria and I sat. It was very late, almost sun down but we got a good picture. Will came home with me and staid a few minutes.
August 29 1854 – James Dickerson called and took tea with us this afternoon.
August 30 1854 – Went to Mary’s this afternoon with Catherine, Nancy and Margaret. We had a very pleasant time. Mary talks of having the baby’s daguerreotype taken tomorrow.
September 2 1854 – It commenced raining night before last and there is now as little appearance of dry weather as there has been for a long time of wet. Have been writing to Will. Moses and Mary were in a few minutes this evening.
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September 3 1854 – There was no meeting at N. Argyle today. We all went to Mr. Schueller’s. Since our return Grandma has been taken violently ill. Aaron has gone for the doctor.
September 5 1854 – Have been very busy the last 2 days. Grandma has been pretty comfortable till tonight. She had another distressed turn. Uncle George and Aunt were here this evening. The doctor is not coming back unless sent for.
September 6 1854 - Uncle John is bad today. Eugene Tilford took dinner with us. Aaron is helping Mr. Cornell draw wood for his lime kiln.
September 8 1854 – Went to the Menagerie. They had a fine collection of animals and nearly everybody was there.
September 9 1854 – It has rained nearly all day. The parched earth drinks the refreshing draught with greediness and seems to revive already.
September 10 1854 – This our preparation Sabbath; next Sabbath being the Sacrament. Mr. Henning preached from Acts XVIII, 21 – I must by all means keep this feast at Jerusalem. We should come to the table with feelings of deep humility, in the exercise of faith, with feelings of love to fellow men, with the impression that we will soon meet at the judgment bar of God.
September 12 1854 – Have been writing to R. & John. Received a letter from Christianna.
September 14 1854 – Was at meeting today. Mr. McKee preached, liked him much. Wrote to Agnes McCaslin.
September 16 1854 – L. Dooly called this morning. We went to meeting this afternoon. David Sullivan preached.
I have a baptism to be baptized, with showing why his sufferings were called a baptism.
September 17 1854 – Again the sufferings & death of our Savior have been commemorated. Again have fellow Christians assembled around the same table, ate of the same bread and drank of the same wine together. Not all that were with us at the last communion: no, some have gone to the table above to sip of purer joys than can be tasted here below. Many came forward today. Some for the first time others from other churches, but none can tell whether they will ever be permitted to join in this solemnity again here on earth. We all know this but it is hard to fully realize it. We are apt to promise ourselves yet many days. Though all around us is written passing away.
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In the morning Mr. Fleming described the sufferings of Christ: the dreadful agony he endured for our sins. After services were over Mr. Bullions spoke from John XIII 4 to 8, showing the duties of Christians, their humility, the love & forbearance they should show towards each other.
September 18 1854 – Mr. Bullions preached again today: from Matthew VII 21 to 29. He certainly is an excellent preacher.
September 19 1854 – Worked & cleaned up today. Eugene came this eve for our wagon to go to Cambridge for Aunt Christie & Ann. They are to be there Thursday. Perhaps I may get to Madrid yet this fall.
September 22 1854 – Uncle James & George’s folks, Moses & Mary, Aunt Christie & Ann came about 4 o’clock this afternoon and made us a short visit. Grandpa and Aaron were at the river and did not get home till dark. Aunt Christie staid all night. Got a letter from Netty.
September 23 1854 – Grandma, Grandpa & Aunt went to Mary’s today. They stopped and had their likeness taken in 4 different cases. Ann came tonight and is going to stay with us over Sabbath. Went to the village and had Mr. Sharp take my picture again.
September 24 1854 – Ann went to church with Grandpa & I. Our library was open. I got the memoirs of Rev. Seth Richmond.
September 25 1854 – Uncle George’s folks, Moses and Mary, Aunt Christie, Ann & I went to Uncle James today. Did not get back till after dark. Left the accordion to get mended.
September 26 1854 – Aunt & I worked as hard as we could all forenoon preparing for company. Everything was to do for we left all Monday. Mr. Gilchrist’s people were here for dinner and all the rest of our relatives for tea except Aunt Nancy and Eugene, in all 18 besides the baby. We have bid Aunt and Ann adieu for a reason. They are to stay with Mary tonight and start for home tomorrow. I see no way to get home yet. Uncle James is going to stay a day or 2 to fix the barn. He brought my accordion home mended. Uncle George has a sore arm. Some of the doctors say it is salt rheuim others that it is errsysiflas.
September 28 1854 – Washed today. Mrs. Cornell sent for me to go there this afternoon. Catherine Clark was there we had a good visit. Aaron has gone to sit up with S. Huggins. Mr. Cornell’s folk were at the Falls yesterday. R. has got his hand badly hurt.
September 30 1854 – Called to see Christy Cornell this afternoon. She has a nice large boy. Miss Miles is staying a few days with her.
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October 1 1854 – Was at meeting; prayers were offered in behalf of Mrs. Williams and Mary Stevenson who are considered on their deathbed. No life is exempt from the common destroyer and no endearments of friends can save us from his ruthless grasp.
October 2 1854 – Washed, moped, churned & picked what made a bushel of walnuts with what I picked Saturday. Was very tired. Charles Cornell’s folks sent for me to go and sit up there. I went.
October 3 1854 – It has been raining today. Called to see Mrs. Todd and C. Cornell in the afternoon.
October 4 1854 – Attended the funeral of Mary E. Stevenson. She was laid out in a pink dress with a wreath of myrtle & snowdrops around her head and a bunch in her hand. Got a letter from John. The youngest boy’s name is Clarendon. Picked a bushel of walnuts in the afternoon. Wrote to Christian.
October 8 1854 – David Bullions preached for us today. His morning lecture was about Jesus turning the water into wine and in the afternoon cleansing the leaper. Both discourses were plain and very interesting. We had Sabbath school as usual. I took Anna Ross out of the library and have read it through.
October 11 1854 – Uncle John went to Uncle George’s this evening. We did not know where he was. Grandpa went to look for him and John Carter took a horse and went for him. He met him and Uncle was quiet offended. Thought he could take care of himself. Aaron was at a quilting at Will McDougal’s.
October 12 1854 – Went to Mr. Clark’s this afternoon, not intending to stay but a few minutes. Susan Harsher came in and coaxed me to stay with her so that she and I went down and Nancy and Mag came over. We had an excellent visit. Walt just got home while we were there and Eugene came in so it made quite a merry party. The girls all talk of going to Ft. Edward to the seminary this winter. It seems too bad I will have to stay here alone, learning nothing while my old mates will be picking the flowers and fruits from the tree of knowledge, but perhaps my time will come. Mr. Forsythe was married yesterday to Laura Foyle.
October 13 1854 – Have been cleaning the pantry and picking nuts today.
October 15 1854 – Grandma & I went to church today. D. Bullions preached. Luke 1-68. Mr. Henning is away getting married.
October 16 1854 – Picked 4 qts chestnuts, 6 of walnuts & washed.
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October 17th 1854 – It has been raining today, called on C. Cornell. The doctor was there. They have sent for another doctor, she gets no better.
October 18 1854 – Was at the store, got a new calico dress & pair of gloves.
October 19 1854 – Attended an apple bee at S. Huggins. Sam & Mary Graham called for me or I should not have gone. There were a great many there, most of them strangers to me but it passed off pretty well.
October 22 1854 – The men went to the corner today. Grandma & I staid at home not knowing there was a meeting at our church.
October 24 1854 – Have been round to all the stores today, took a letter to the office for Jennett, called at Mr. Graham’s, and had quite a chat with Kate Clark about the seminary. C. Cornell has moved back in the house with his father.
October 26 1854 – Is beautiful weather now! Have been white washing the sitting room today.
October 27 1854 – Cleaned the pantry. Mr. & Mrs. Cornell came this afternoon and picked some apples. They came for them in the evening. Catherine Clark came with them. I went back with her to Charles’. Miss Miles was there.
October 29 1854 – Mr. Henning is home with his wife. She wore so thick a veil we could scarcely see how she looks. She no doubt felt very timid for the first time in a strange place as well as a strange country, particularly in the situation she is called to occupy. She is dark complexion, eyes black, hair very black and curly. The church was crowded, there being no sermon at Mr. Scheuller’s. Mr. Maies was there, they invited him to preach which he did in the afternoon. He preached from Luke VII 37-38.
November 4 1854 – Grandpa went to Uncle James’ today. Aaron to Glens Falls. Sent my hat with him to Jane Graham. Many lonely disquieted feelings tonight I cannot describe.
November 5th 1854 – Our Sabbath class was more interesting today than it has been for some time past.
November 10th 1854 – Went to Ft. Edward today with Moses. Mary & baby were at our house most of the time. Aaron was out in the afternoon. While passing through the village we say 4 men carrying another on a rude litter. He had just fallen from the top of a high ladder while painting a church and struck on his feet. He appeared almost lifeless, it looked very sad. The people who were around him looked so solemn, it almost made me think of a funeral. Got a letter from William tonight.
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November 12 1854 – Grandma & I went to church today. Aaron has gone home and don’t expect to be back till Tuesday. Mr. Henning preached Genesis XII. this morning. Remember thy Creator in the day, of thy youth. And in the afternoon from Genesis XV..8. Have read 2 library books today- one The Discontented Boy and the other Frank Harper or The Country Boy in Town. Both certainly very good books.
November 16 1854 – Received a letter from Agnes. They have heard that James is company have arrived at Calif. – in safety. Have been busy making new calico dress and did not feel quite as melancholy as yesterday, also have just finished writing to Pa.
November 23 1854 – Have been at singing school. John Patton is going to teach.
November 25 1854 – Attended a party at Mr. Clark’s. To me there is no pleasure in company.
November 30 1854 – The day appointed by our Governor as a day of Thanksgiving. May we all with grateful hearts sing our _______mers praise. Mr. Henning preached the morning from Psalm CXVIII…I. O, Give thanks unto the Lord for his mercy endureth forever. And pointed out the temporal civil & religious privileges we enjoy. We attended singing school in the evening.
December 2 1854 – Visited at Mary’s last night. There was quite a large party, all appeared to enjoy themselves well. The night very pleasant but cool.
December 3 1854 – We all stay at home from church. It is snowing very fast. Winter has set it. I am reading the memoirs of the Rev. Joseph Allieve. He was a most extraordinary man.
December 4 1854 – It still continues snowing today and the snow has all blown into drifts. Uncle George & Eugene helped us butcher. Eugene is going to N. Argyle this week. Have been writing to William.
December 13 1854 – Butchering again today. Just as I got ready for singing school Mr. Cornel came in with a letter from Christianna. James has arrived safe in California again. Our school did not go off first rate. The teacher was attending a law suit in Salem and did not come.
December 14 1854 – Visited with Mr. Todd’s folks at Duncan McDougal’s.
Christmas! We are having quite a thaw today and I have been very busy washing and cleaning up, did not get through ‘till late. Mr. Todd’s folks invited us to go to Mr. Foster’s visiting this evening. Aaron went but I declined not being acquainted nor having time to get ready. Grandpa is unwell today.
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December 30 1854 – Went to the Hook this afternoon. Kate and I called to see N and Mag. They were home to spend New Year. Oh, we had such a good little visit. The girls came back with us and just as we got to the road William Miller and his sister Sara drove up, which elated our spirits very much. Maggy went with us to the store where we say Benny and had another little chat about the Institute. Mag and I were weighed. She went 144 & I 130.
December 31 1854 – It is very pleasant weather but the roads were poor, so little snow. Our folks all went to church today except Uncle. We think him not quite so well for a few days. Mr. Henning preached from Deuteronomy V, 8, 3. Was we all of us here alive this day. He certainly delivered an excellent discourse, and in it referred to the sermon preached by him last New Year’s day. This year thou shalt die which he said had proved true to 11 of his bearers.
January 1 1855 – Another year is numbered with the past and we have been spared to begin a new one but none but God knows whether we will ever see another, nor need we care if He be our God and Christ our Savior. But life is sweet to all even those who have seen and ever known aught but sorrow & suffering.
Grandpa had a family gathering today, all of his children and grandchildren who live near were here, and one great-grandchild, 14 in all. The old people seemed affected as they thought we will probably never all meet on another New Year’s day. Grandpa spoke as we rose from supper and said perhaps this is the last time we will all meet for such an occasion.
January 3 1855 – Went to singing school.
January 5 1855 – Our folks butchered beef. Uncle John took me to Mr. Clark’s. I got a new A line dress. Mr. Yodel’s folks and us went to Mrs. Cornell’s visiting in the evening. Catherine Clark came in a while. We had a merry visit.
January 9 1855 – Was at singing school. They have changed to Tuesday nights. It was good walking, rather rough. We have sport coming home.
January 10 1855 – Rob came this afternoon. His visit was quite unexpected.
January 11 1855 – Went to the store. Went to see Libby Ashton this afternoon. She has a good natured, smart little girl.
January 12 1855 – R. staid with us again last night and started back this morning. Uncle John took him to Argyle. There is to be a great concert at the Falls tonight. Will Miller is coming to Ft. Edward for Ann and Maggie.
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January 14 1855 – Grandma & I went to church today. Aaron went home last night and did not come back till meeting was out. Mr. Schueller was unwell and only preached one sermon. A number of his people stopped at our meeting. Mr. Henning’s text was in David. He gave a description of mighty Babylon with it’s gardens suspended in the air, it’s tower 60 feet high surmounted by a statue of gold worth many millions of dollars. The city was sixty feet around it wall, 350 ft high, 84 in thickness with 25 huge gates of solid brass on each side. How very far superior in magnitude to any city now in the world, but not a vestige of it now remaining in fulfillment of inspired prophecy. How inefficient is all wordly greatness.
January 16 1855 – It has been snowing all day and is stormy. There was no singing school tonight. We have a little lamb.
January 17 1855 – Mr. Henning had a catechizing here today. There did not many come except Mr. McDougal’s folks, Mr. & Mrs. Stearns and Mrs. Dixon. They and Mr. & Mrs. Henning staid for tea. We had a pleasant time.
January 20 1855 – Grandpa is quite ill. He was taken yesterday. The doctor came today and bled him and left some medicine, says he is threatened with inflammation of the lungs.
January 21 1855 – Uncle George staid with us today and Uncle John went to church Both doctors came today, they applied a blister to Grandpa’s side. He has been quite uneasy since. Dennis Black & Thomas Todd called in this evening. Uncle George is going to sit up.
January 22 1855 – The snow is nearly all gone this morning and in it’s place high wind and rain. Grandpa is not better. The doctor was here and bled him again. Sidney Cornell and wife were in this evening. I am going to sit up the fore part of the night and Aaron the latter.
January 23 1855 – Grandpa is some better this morning. The doctor came while I was washing. He says he thinks he can cure my face. Received letters from Kenneth and Ann Lawson and wrote to Nancy & Margaret Harsher. Moses & Mr. Edgar came in as we were going to go. Aaron has gone to singing school. Uncle George & Aunt Jane are going to sit up tonight.
January 24 1855 – Death for the first time has entered my grandfather’s abode and he the victim though I can hardly realize the fact. This morning he was paler & weaker but little did we think that in a few hours he would be no more. I thought how pale he looked the last time he took his medicine & a short time after Grandma called me, he wanted up, we helped him. He grew faint which alarmed us much I thought he was gone, ran to the door to call Aaron. The doctors just drove up. They brought him too a little so he swallowed
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some but he died in a few minutes. Uncle James’ folks know nothing of his sickness. It was indeed a very sudden death, sick 5 days. Mary Graham came and helped us. She and Catherine Clark and Samuel & Walter sat up. Grandma seems quite overcome. Uncle James and Aunt Nancy came and staid all night.
January 25 1855 – How strange everything seems today. People coming & going and the inanimate form of our dear grandfather occupying one room while everyone goes and takes a sad look at it. I feel a kind of dread of that room but can still hardly realize that we are never to hear Grandpa speak more. Mary Graham & Catherine Clark staid and helped to do up the work. Sarah Todd staid most of the day. I went with Uncle George to Mr. Clark’s and got a pair of shoes. John Harsher, James Mickel, Margaret Patton, George Todd and Almarine sit up tonight.
January 26 1855 – The funeral was at 12 o’clock. Almarine staid till the people began to come. It was very stormy. Mr. & Mrs. Cornell and Mary Ann McGinn staid and got dinner. Our folks all came back with us. Again as they were all seated around the table as they were New Year’s day with the exception of Grandpa, how forcibly his words on that occasion came to our minds. It was the last time most of them saw him alive. Though there was something very striking in his speech, little did we think New Year’s evening we would be all called together so soon to witness so mournful a sight.
January 27 1855 – Uncles James folks staid all night, went home this morning. Jane Maria stays with us a few days. I have written to Pa. Eugene is going to stay with us tonight. Got a letter from William.
January 28 1855 – Sabbath. We all went to church today. Uncle John don’t seem to be any affected, we feared he would be worse but we are poor short sighted creatures.
January 29 1855 – The snow has all disappeared again. I worked and Jane Maria did the work indoors. Mr. and Mrs. Cornell came in a while in the afternoon.
January 30 1855 – Walt came in a few minutes this morning to see Jane Maria. Uncle George came about 10 o’clock for me to go to the Corner to get black clothes. We did not get home till near night. Uncle James came after Jane Maria. It seems more lonely since she has gone.
February 2 1855 – Uncle James & Uncle George came here this fore noon and Mr. Shephard came and read Grandpa’s will.
February 4 1855 – I ran across the fields to church. It was so cold. Grandma did not go.
February 6 1855 – It is very cold today. Uncle James and George went to Union Village. William Pollock came here, he froze his ears on the way from his brothers.
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February 7 1855 – Moses and Mary came in a little while today. Jenny is beginning to walk.
February 8 1855 – Uncle George & Aunt Jane came and staid with Grandma while we went to Mr. Henning’s donation. They had a very pleasant party, a great many there. John Patten received the donations, he said when we came away they had over 150 dollars in money.
February 10 1855 – They got $176 in money and enough of stuff to make $200. It is very pleasant today. I have been to the Hook this afternoon, made 5 calls, had a pleasant time, saw Mr. Harsher’s girls, Kate and Mary, and got a new bonnet at Mr. Patten’s, and some library books at Mr. Graham’s.
February 11 1855 – This is preparation Sabbath. The text was from Luke IX, 2-6. A large number of Mr. Schueller’s people were here in the afternoon. His health does not permit him to preach but little.
February 13 1855 – Mary did not come to let us go to singing school; so Aaron staid and let me go. We had a very full school.
February 15 1855 – Fast day at Mr. Henning’s. None of our folks went but me. I rode with Mr & Mrs. Yodel. Uncles George & James came this afternoon about some of their business. I believe one of them intends moving on to the place soon. Then will come the first change for me. I begin now to realize Grandpa’s death more than I did. Indeed, my mind is filled with sad thoughts today and as yet all is uncertainty as to what course I shall pursue. I think of going to school but shall have to wait a while yet to see what is said and done.
February 17 1855 – Grandma got a letter from Pa today. He wants me to come home in April. I think I would rather stay around here while Grandma lives. She will be still more lonely if I leave. Indeed, it makes me very sad to think of leaving the home of my childhood and youth. It seems as if every spot was endeared by the strongest ties. Merry and free as the mountain bird have I roamed through the beautiful fields on Grandpa’s farm, happy as if it were all my own. The meadows where I was sure always to find the delicious strawberry and every walnut and chestnut tree have their charm and that dear old hill where I’ve so often stood and drank in with deep delight the surrounding scenery. Oh, are ye mine to roam over no longer. Friends of my youth, dear school mates, must I bid you too a perhaps final adieu? And last my sweet little flower garden, object of my special care, other hands must train the tender vine plant, the tiny seed and other
eyes watch the opening bud and revel in the beauty of thy blossoms.
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February 20 1855 – Did not go to singing school. Aaron went but the teacher was not there.
February 21 1855 – Aaron went home today, went with him as far as the store and settled an old account.
February 22 1855 – Have been rummaging over old letters today and ridding my boxes of everything that is not worthy of room.
February 23 1855 – Almarine Todd called for me and went up to school a while this afternoon. Kate & Walt went with us. School was just getting out as we got there. Crawford let out very early on account of going home. We stopped a few minutes after school and visited with him. I staid at Mr. Clark’s for tea.
February 25 1855 – It is so cold that none of us went to church today except Aaron.
February 26 1855 – George Todd invited us to spend the evening at their house as they were going to have some company. As we can’t both go, Aaron went and said I might go to singing school tomorrow.
February 27 1855 – Attended singing school, it is the last night.
February 28 1855 – Uncle James was in a few minutes in the evening.
March 2 1855 – We went to the store and carried Jane E. Smith home. Mr & Mrs. Cornell spent the evening with us.
March 4 1855 – None of us went to church as Aaron was not well.
March 6 1855 – Uncle George and Aunt Jane were here this afternoon. They won’t hear of my going home to stay at all. Perhaps I won’t yet.
March 7 1855 – Moses and Mary called a few minutes.
March 8 1855 – Aaron brought me 2 letters, one from Jennette. They still seem set on my going home. I am in a pretty fix between the too. Mary Graham spent the afternoon with us. Uncle James came after tea, he expects to come and live here and is also quite opposed to my going home.
March 11 1855 – None of us went to church except Aaron. I have such a bad cold.
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March 14 1855 – Aaron, Eugene, Almarine Todd and myself went to Ft. Edward. It was examination day and close of the term at the Institute. Was much pleased with the seminary and apparent progress of the scholars. Aunt Jane staid with Grandma.
March 15 1855 – It has been stormy but I helped Mrs. Cornell to quilt this afternoon. Mrs. Clark was there and Mary Ann and Louisa Dennis. Duncan McDougal had a quilting too to which I was invited but preferred the most quiet one.
March 16 1855 – Have been hanging up the hams to smoke.
March 17 1855 – We have been cleaning out the south chamber; and such a time! Uncle John took me to the store this afternoon. We got Grandma a new calico dress. I stopped at Mr. Cornell’s to quilt a little while. Catherine and Mary Ann were there. But Uncle James came and Grandma sent for me.
March 18 1855 – we all went to church except Uncle John. Mr. Henning explained the XI Chapter of St. John in the morning and in the afternoon his text was "Come unto me all ye that labor & are heavy laden and I will give unto you rest".
March 19 1855 – We were cleaning out the north chamber this morning and many a memento of bygone days presented itself to view. Uncle James brought a load of stuff. He has commenced moving.
March 20 1855 – Harvey brought a load today. John Cornell came and staid with our folks and Aaron went to a party while I went to Uncle George’s. The Hook folks were there. We had a good visit.
March 22 1855 – Nancy and Maggie Harsher and Catherine Clark visited with me this afternoon and it is the best visit we ever get when we 4 are alone together.
March 23 1855 – Uncle James and James Johnston each brought over a load today. Aaron was at W. Huggins vendue a while. Received a letter from Agnes & Netty.
March 24 1855 – Aaron is drawing a load to Granville for Moses. He and Mary are going to live in Whitehall this summer. Uncle George took dinner with us. Lydia Ann Ward, her husband and child have come to stay with us awhile. One would have to draw lots to find which was the smarter, but I think the lot would fall to her. They are in very indigent circumstances.
March 25 1855 – Aaron & I went to church. Ann had dinner ready when we got back.
March 26 1855 – Ann washed for me and her husband went to look for a house. Hired it and scrubbed it out. Uncles went to Union Village to prove the will.
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March 27 1855 – Aaron carried our visitors away when he went to town meeting. Mary staid with us while Moses was gone. They are going to move to Whitehall this week.
March 28 1855 – Uncle George and Eugene took dinner with us today. Uncle gave each of us a notice of the appraisal of the property to take place the 3 of April.
March 29 1855 – Visited at Mr. Graham’s this afternoon.
March 31 1855 – Got a letter from Papa.
April 1 1855 – Grandma is unwell so I staid at home from church with her.
April 2 1855 – Grandma has not sat up any today.
April 3 1855 – The appraisers have been here and taken an inventory of part of the property and are coming back tomorrow to look at the rest. Aunt Jane was here all day and had to get dinner.
April 4 1855 – The appraisers came back early this morning and such a time as they had, peaking into everything, was quite a mess. Grandma was no better and we had the doctor. He thinks she will recover. I am tired, so much cooking and work to do and no one to help me. The dinner dishes were not all washed at 3 o’clock.
April 5 185 – Uncle James moved today. They had 6 loads. The house was full before and when their things came it seemed to be thrown into utter confusion. The chamber receptacle of all that could not be stowed elsewhere is quite a sight. And we are all so tired.
April 6 1855 – They have advertised the vendue it is to be next Thursday. I have been washing our bed clothes. 15 blankets and 6 spreads. The house has assumed somewhat of regularity but looks quite odd with the bed out and a safe and lounge in. Nothing looks natural in it except the stove and chimney, the likes of which will probably soon be turned out to but I may not see it. Grandma seems a little better today. They have all gone to bed more than an hour ago and left me to sew and write to my heart’s content. I have found very little time to read this week.
April 7 1855 – Still turning things upside down changing beds and lifting carpet.
April 8 1855 – Mr. Henning is sick so we went to Mr. Soon Claus. He preached from Levitent 10,3 about Aaron’s sons that were killed. Aunt Nancy staid with Grandma. She does not seem quite so well today.
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April 9 1855 – We washed the largest washing today I ever had anything to do with and cleaned all the time. Aunt Jane, Eugene & John Gillis came in during the evening.
April 10 1855 – Jane Maria and I ironed all afternoon. Harvey went to Hebron. It has commenced snowing.
April 11 1855 – About 1/2 foot of snow fell today. Uncle John went to Ft. Edward. Harvey came home in a sleigh. Uncle John had given him an old watch. Baking today for the vendue. We have had a busy time hunting up articles for the sale and cleaning the house.
April 12 1855 – A vendue. The first I ever saw and the last I care for, being so intimately connected with. It was a disagreeable day under foot but quite a number of people were here and good sales were made. They did not get quite through though they did not stop till dark.
April 13 1855 – Harvey wanted me to go to Sandy Hill with him this morning but I declined going till next week. There were quite a number of people here settling for what they had bought the day before and taking their things away. Jane and I had just gotten our hair dressed and were sitting down to our work when Aunt came to the door and said a bean had come for me. I got ready and started for Ft. Edward, going by the way of Hartford where we stopped for dinner. Then through Adamsville and Sandy Hill where we called a few minutes. Then went on to Ft. Edward where I staid with Mary Graham & Mary Cottrell overnight. After tea Maggie Hasher & I went out shopping When we came back Mary & I went to the depot to see the cars come in. I staid with her overnight.
April 14 1855 – Mary and I started to Sandy Hill on foot this morning and had a delightful walk. It commenced raining just as we reached there and finding that we could not get back till 3 o’clock concluded to take the stage and go to the Falls. It was quite full, several taking the seats on the outside. The coach leaked and the roads were quite bad but jokes were elicited. We borrowed an umbrella and started to the accordion maker’s, then down street, called on Rob, went to the druggists, milliner’s, watch maker’s, and started back a little after noon, heartily wishing for bloomers especially on rainy days. Reach the Fort just as the cars went through, bought a locket at the jewelers. Harvey was waiting for me. It stopped raining but I came in the carriage to Argyle. Then came home with But. On the whole I had a very pleasant time.
April 15 1855 – Uncle James, Jane M. and I went to Hebron to meeting. Mr. Farrington preached. Aaron & I called at Mr. Edgers a little while this evening. Her father died yesterday. Grandma don’t gain much but continues comfortable.
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April 16 1855 – Another large washing. I left Aunt finishing the wash and went to the funeral of old Mr. Williams. Heath and Stuart were here drawing grain all day. Grandma is not quite so well this evening.
April 17 1855 – Ironing day. Grandma is quite better, she sat up some.
April 18 1855 – Went to see the gypsies this evening, were not very favorably impressed by their appearance. Uncle George and Aunt were here in the afternoon. Grandma is quite better. I begin to think of going with Pa when he comes.
April 19 1855 – Jane and I called at Mrs. Cornell’s this evening. She says never leave your Grandma while she lives.
April 20 1855 – Visited at James Cornell’s. Hannah is very bad with what some of the doctors call salt rheuim. It rained all day. Uncle James painted the porch.
April 21 1855 – We put the north room carpet on Grandma’s room and done off a temporary bedroom up stairs with quilts and put up a bed where Jane & I are going to sleep. She painted our little room. Uncle George and Aunt called in the evening. She is going to make us her rag carpet. Uncle James and Aunt Nancy were gone to the village while they were here.
April 22 1855 – There was no preaching at our church today. They expected Mr. Bullions but he did not come. I believe his mother is lying at the point of death. Uncle James’ folks went to Hebron. Grandma is no better, has not been able to sit up any today.
April 23 1855 – Cleaned up the parlor & bedroom and washed. Mrs. Donalson was here. I rode as far as Mr. Clark’s and staid overnight with Catherine. We called on Maggie a few minutes in the evening. Ann and E were gone.
April 24 1855 – Catherine & I went to see the mill at Mr. Harsher’s. Called on C. Cornell as I was coming home and took dinner at James’. Grandma is considerably better. The week is delightful.
April 26 1855 – Started to visit at Uncle George’s. They were not at home. Went to the village. Got a new gingham dress pattern.
April 27 1855 – Visited at Uncle George’s. Called at Mr. Cornell’s & Clark’s. Catherine came half way home with me.
April 28 1855 – Went to the stores this morning, got my braize dress shoes, collar & undersleeves, and to the village for my locket. Called on Jane E. Smithers, got home for
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dinner. Catherine Walker was here. Uncle George & Aunt Jane called in the evening. They settled for my cow and other articles sold at the vendue.
April 29 1855 – Uncle James, Aunt Jane and Aaron went to Hebron to church. Harvey has a very sore throat.
April 30 1855 – Washed. Jane Maria & I called at Mr. Todd’s after tea.
May 1 1855 – Otis called here this morning. Janie & I broke a wishbone. I got my wish, it was that Pa might come. Almarine Todd came up for flower seeds and roots.
May 2 1855 – Packing up. Pa & John went to Uncle George’s. Uncle James went to Hebron. Katie & Walt were in during the evening. He played a good many tunes. We had a pleasant good bye.
May 3 1855 – Started for Madrid about 7 o’clock this morning, reached the station nearly an hour before the cars came in and saw Mary & Jane Graham. At Smith’s barn got a farewell view of the mountain. Changed cars at Whitehall. Came down the lake on the Canada. We had the same cabin maid that was on the United States the other times I was on the lake. Saw Mary’s present home. It seems too bad to go so very near and not see her. Formed acquaintance with a lady from Glens Falls. She is going to teach in Fort Ann this summer. Her name is Platt?. Also another lady with a sick brother enjoyed the trip part of the way quite well, reached Port Point? About 10 o’clock, put up at the ________ house.
May 4 1855 – Left Rouse’s Point at 9 in the cars. Saw nothing of interest on the way. Reached Madrid at 2 o’clock, waited ½ hour then took the stage & reached home before 4. George and Kitty were in at Waddington when we came. Christy White and Margaret Rutherford called in the evening.
May 5 1855 – Uncle John’s girls were in during the afternoon. Wrote to Jane Maria and sent it in with Pa in the morning.
May 6 1855 – Went to the town meeting. Will was there. Had a few thoughts of the church people & minister left for away in Argyle.
May 7 1855 – Jennette & I went in to the village today. Wat & Agg went with us. Ellen took tea with us.
May 8 1855 – Washed. Francis & Sarah Reddington called.
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May 10 1855 - We took tea at White’s.
May 11 1855 – George brought my things in. We went cleaning the sitting room.
May 12 1855 - Ell and her mother are busy preparing to go to Syracuse the 14th. I staid there last night
May 13 1855 – Came out to the farm this morning. They commenced the Sabbath school. Pa is Superintendent. Kitty and I are in one class.
May 14 1855 – Jessie came and staid with us tonight.
May 15 1855 – Went up to Uncle John’s this morning with Jessie. Ran out in the orchard where the men were working. Saw the little fox. Nancy walked out from Waddington and took dinner with us. We visited at Aunt Jane’s in the afternoon.
May 16 1855 – Visited at Uncle John’s. Called at Mr. Robinson’s and at school.
May 17 1855 – Agg and I visited at Uncle William’s and called at Fife’s. When we came home cousin Isabel came down. Wat, Kitty and I went with her up to Uncle John’s. We did not get to bed till nearly 11 o’clock.
May 18 1855 – The aunts visited most of this afternoon. Uncle John came down in the evening.
May 19 1855 – Agg and I took a long walk, went to see Geordie’s home. Kitty and I went to Aunt Peggy’s in the afternoon.
May 20 1855 – Pa was our teacher in Sabbath school today.
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