February 14.--"Sugaring"
has now commenced, and my son, Guinnip, and
my nephew, Nick P. Waid, working together,
have opened part of their sugar bush. They have 600 sap pails, and have
tapped for about half that number. It seems early in the season, but the
"first run" is considered the best. My son, Frank,
is busy getting ready to build and move his barn, a no small
undertaking, and my other son, Fred, is also very busy with his work--so
we all have plenty to do. I think I know now better than before how it
was that my father and mother were pleased and made happier when they
saw their children doing well and working harmoniously together. The
joys of parents are secret, and so are their griefs and fears; they can
not utter the one, and will not utter the other. I know I delight in
seeing my children doing well and getting along without any friction,
and my prayer is that the Lord may help and bless them in so doing.
Sunday, February 15.--In the forenoon of to-day I attended the
African M. E. Church, by invitation of a member of the congregation,
Mr. Penman. The text was Hallowed be Thy name, and the discourse
was extremely edifying, while the singing was particularly sweet; in
fact, the whole service was peculiarly earnest and impressive. One of
their pastors, Rev. W. P. Ross, used to
preach occasionally at Blooming Valley years ago. In the afternoon and
evening I attended State Street M. E. Church, where they are holding
protracted meetings. On the following afternoon I attended the funeral
of Fred Denny, which was well attended, in
spite of the rain that had continued two days, services being held at
the African M. E. Church. On my way home from Meadville I dropped in to
see my friend Clark Ellis, and I had only
been in his house a short time when Mrs. Ellis asked me if I had been in
Jamestown, N. Y., lately, and, if so, had I seen Thompson
and Lydia Burns while there? Well, I was just in the act of
relating to Mrs. Ellis about how I had tried to see Mr. and Mrs. Burns
when in Jamestown recently (an account of which I have already written),
when who should we see, as we looked out of the window, but Mr. and Mrs.
Burns getting out of a buggy! Certainly a most singular coincidence.
Then came a cordial meeting and hand-shaking of genuine friendship.
After considerable chat and "comparing of notes," so to speak,
I went to my son's to apprise them of the news, Mr. and Mrs. Ellis and
Mr. and Mrs. Burns following in their buggy. Here Mrs. Ellis remained,
while Mr. Ellis, Mr. and Mrs. Burns and I proceeded to Blooming Valley
in order to pay a visit to my uncle, Horace Waid;
after which we made several more calls on relatives and others. We then
assembled at the old homestead of my youth, where Guinnip
lives, and here all partook of dinner and enjoyed a long conversation
about old times and familiar incidents and scenes. After dinner we went
to Franklin's, called on Mrs. Almeda Waid,
widow of R. L. Waid, and in the evening
visited Mr. J. H. Reynolds, a near neighbor
of Mr. Ellis', where I remained till morning. Next day was occupied in
making many more visits, including one to the Alms House (in order to
see Mr. and Mrs. Cutshall), a call on Mr.
Eugene Burns, where are living a nephew and nieces of Mr.
Thompson Burns; after which Mr. Ellis and I wished Mr.
and Mrs. Thompson Burns adieu, as they had to proceed on their
journey to Ohio.
February 19.--To-day I attended the second meeting of the
Dairymen's Association held in Meadville [The association met three days
in Meadville, viz.: February 18, 19 and 20]--a good school for both
farmers and citizens. Dr. T. L. Flood, the
president, and many prominent men from various parts of the Union were
present, and delivered addresses, etc. Various questions of interest
were discussed, as were also the good things provided for the inner man
at the banquets, to the enjoyment of all present; then at the close of
the last day's session I went with my cousin, R.
A. Fergerson (who was present at the meeting), to his home,
probably to remain a day or two visiting my uncle and cousins before
returning home. Winter apparently is preparing to take its departure,
for some of the harbingers of spring have already made their
appearance--rain and sunshine and the ever-welcome bluebird. The farmer
is busy sugar-making, and he can now go forth to his labor, and along
with his friends, the feathered songsters of the woods, enjoy the
freedom of his native land, and sing its praises from morning till
night.
Sunday, February 22.--This morning I
came to Meadville, and in the forenoon attended the Second Presbyterian
Church, where I heard a good sermon by Dr.
Jonathan Edwards [Mr. Jonathan Edwards, who had been pastor of
the Second Presbyterian Church of Meadville since the latter part of the
year 1888, was born in 1817, and died July 13, 1891. It was my prilvege,
during his three years' ministry in Meadville to hear him preach the
Gospel on several occasions, both at funerals and during the regular
service in his church, and I was always deeply impressed with his words
as they fell from his lips. Especially do I speak of the last sermon I
ever heard him preach, by which I was to an exceptional degree
instructed and benefited], the text selected being Exodus xx: 1: And God
spake all these words. In the afternoon I went to meeting at State
Street Church, and in the evening, with my friend, Mr. Derby, attended
the Baptist Church, where we listened with pleasure and profit to a
discourse from Rev. W. H. Marshall on the
subject: For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that
every one may receive the things done in his body, according lo that he
hath done, whether it be good or bad (2 Corinthians v: 10). I am never
weary of hearing the Gospel, and through it learning the way of life.
February 23.--In looking over this morning's papers, my eye
caught the notice of the death of Samuel B. Long,
who was born November 3, 1806, died February 21, 1891, so in the
afternoon I proceeded, in company with my brother, G.
N., to his late residence in order to pay my last tribute of
respect. A very large number of his relatives and friends were present
at the funeral, for Mr. Long was beloved and held in high esteem in the
community; by none more so than myself, for from my youth, when I taught
school in our township, and he was one of our school directors, I have
loved and honored him. The impressive homily delivered on this solemn
occasion by Rev. H. H. Barber was from John
iii: 16: For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son,
that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting
life. Among many incidents that I could relate illustrative of the true
friendship of Mr. Long toward me and mine, one is particularly fresh in
my memory. On a certain day after my second marriage, as my wife and I
were passing his pleasant home, I found the opportunity to introduce her
to Mr. Long, referring at the same time to the warm friendship that had
for so many years existed between him and myself, and Anna and I then
received his congratulations and best wishes for our present and future
welfare and happiness. I love a bond that severs on earth only when we
are called to cross the River that divides that Heavenly Land from ours.
February 25.--Becoming somewhat wearied of writing and
studying, I concluded this morning, for a change, to go into the sugar
bush, where my son, Guinnip, and nephew, Nick
P., were busy syrup and sugar making, having 650 sap pails in
use. They make more syrup than sugar, it being the more profitable of
the two, and they have everything very convenient for the business. When
there is a good run of sap, as at present, they keep up the industry
both day and night, having sometimes over thirty barrels of sap on hand.
During the present month they made over one hundred gallons of syrup and
some sugar. I found my walk over the farm and across the hundred-acre
lot to the sugar bush quite reviving to me, and as I plodded on my way,
I became absorbed in thought, dreaming of happy days gone by; of the
many years (in fact all my life up to 1889) I followed the same
business, in which I found both work and enjoyment--yes, and sometimes
profit. Of the innumerable pleasant associations connected with farm
occupations I think the "sweetest" of all is the making of
maple sugar and syrup; and one gets hungry while working in the sugar
bush, in which connection I wish to speak of the pleasant times, not
exactly in my boyhood, when my twin brother and I worked together in the
bush. If we did not take our dinner with us, one of us could go home and
get it; but when I was married, sometimes if I was very busy, my good
wife, Eliza, would bring my dinner to the
camp. Happy days then, and happy days now, and pleasant for me in the
thinking of them. It seems we can love a good thing forever, and never
grow tired; even the memory of such is blessed.
February 26.--I am assessed (1891) in Woodcock Township as
follows: Farm, 200 acres, $5,800; money at interest, $40,000; total,
$45,800; and I may add that in 1890 my taxes amounted in all (inclusive
of what I paid in Mead and Richmond Townships and in the city of
Meadville) to about three hundred dollars. So you see a farmer helps not
a little toward municipal revenues. But I am thankful for the
occupation, and I rejoice in it; it is respectable and honorable,
yielding a comfortable living besides accumulating a yearly increase, to
me and my family a satisfying portion.
February 27.--What shall I write in my diary under this day's
date? Sunshine and shade, joy and sorrow, smiles and tears, were my
experiences, and I found my first effort to work a failure. In
traveling, when we arrive at a bridge, we must cross it or abandon our
journey. I was anxious to continue my journey, but I was weary, my heart
was heavy, and nature was struggling for relief, so weep I must and shed
tears I did, as I threw myself down on a couch. Some of us are more
easily touched, sympathetically, than others, yet I did not think I
could ever shed so many tears as I did this morning. Our Divine Master
wept, and why should not we, for we have a work to do if we desire to
fill our mission in life faithfully? My present labor, aside from
business affairs, is to finish the preparation of material for my THIRD
SOUVENIR, and being in poor health, in fact sick, my zeal and eagerness
to accomplish the work became too much for me, and nature had to
succumb, as I have just related. But Christ, who was a Man of Sorrows
and who wept bitter tears more than once during His sojourn on earth,
has bowels of compassion for all who are in trouble and will cast their
burdens at His feet.
To me the day seemed sad; it was rough and wintry outside, and to me
no pleasanter inside, as heavy thoughts crowded into my mind, and the
horizon seemed to me darkened with somber clouds of melancholy. But the
severest storms are soon over, and in the afternoon Hope loomed up in
the distance, and the bright silver linings of the lowering clouds
appeared in refreshing splendor. The starlit evening of my dark day was
approaching, and when my son Guinnip came
from Meadville, bringing my mail--newspapers and six letters, one from
my dear wife, written encouragingly as to her health and our home--rays
of hope lightened up my home, the burden of my heart was removed, and I
was comforted. In the evening some more good cheer was in store for me,
for Anna, Guinnip's wife, accompanied me to
the commencement exercises of the graded school in Blooming Valley,
where we were eye-witnesses to six students of the class of 1891
receiving diplomas. This was the first proceeding of the kind ever held
here, and the scene was certainly very pleasant, while the exercises
were most interesting and profitable, altogether very hopeful for the
success and advancement of our Blooming Valley school. The teachers were
Clifton Leach and Minnie
Luper, and the graduates were Earl Graham,
Mabel Smith, Clyde Gilmore, Rebecca Hall, Otis Carpenter and Mertie
Drake. The motto displayed was: "For life, not for school,
we learn." Sometimes, as on this occasion, I become so interested
and moved that I am filled with a desire to speak some words of
encouragement, and so try to help those who labor faithfully to get an
education, and those words are embodied in the simple little prayer,
"God bless them," as I know He will, all those who seek after
wisdom. To all of us what is life but a school for eternity? Let us have
our lessons well prepared and be ready, so that not only our fellow men
will say "well done" but also the good Master.
Sunday, March 1.--To-day I find my health somewhat improved,
but the weather is cold, though pleasant, and the ground is covered with
about three inches of snow. I much wished to attend church,
Sabbath-school and prayer meeting, as usual, especially at State Road,
"Pilgrims' Home," where I have been only once since my return
from the West, two months ago, having been absent, from home every
Sunday except January 4 and to-day. Well, I did attend all three, and
felt myself much comforted and helped by the several exercises;
particularly in the Sunday-school and class was I wonderfully blessed
and strengthened. There is a passage in Scripture that says: The Lord
strengthened me with strength in my soul. How true it is that they who
wait, on Him shall renew their strength! So this calm Sabbath became a
day of rest and peace to me, and I continue my life's journey rejoicing
as I ought.
March 2.--Having learned at church yesterday of the death of
my aged friend and former school-teacher, John R.
Donnelly, and that the funeral was to be held from his late
residence in Mead Township this forenoon, I proceeded thither on foot. Rev.
Dr. T. C. Beach, pastor of the First M. E. Church of Meadville,
officiated, and the interment was in Greendale Cemetery, Meadville. Mr.
Donnelly was born January 21, 1807, and was therefore at the time of his
death in his eighty-fifth year. He leaves a widow and four children, a
sister, a niece and a nephew to units with a large circle of friends in
mourning his departure. In my youth I loved him as my teacher, and ever
afterward our friendship, born of love, was cherished and festered with
jealous care on either side, bringing with it the fruit of peace and
righteousness which is the inheritance of God's children.
March 4.--A few days ago I was jubilating over the prospects
of an early spring, so fine was the weather, and the proverbial
blue-bird had been seen! To-day, alas! we are in the depth of winter
again, for it snowed through the night in a very unspring-like fashion,
bringing good sleighing to us, however. On the 5th I visited Mrs.
Lucy Allen, who, on account of ill health, had returned last
January from the West. Her husband, Mr. James
Allen, and family moved to near Mound City, Dak., in the fall of
1885, where he died in November, 1888. The family have a farm both here
and in Dakota.
March 6.--This is the twenty-third birthday of my youngest
son, Fred F. The boys are and have been,
lately, very busy--drawing logs, Fred gathering ice for summer,
Frank preparing to build, Guinnip
teaming, etc. The logs they are teaming from our wood lot in Richmond
Township, southeast of Blooming Valley, to Mr. Dewey's mill in Woodcock
Township, about three miles distant. I am glad my boys are all
industrious and doing well. May the Lord bless them, and prosper their
lives.
Sunday, March 7.--Having come to Meadville yesterday on
business, I remained over to-day in order to attend the funeral of Mrs.
Frank Billings, who died in Chicago, whence her remains were
brought here for interment, which took place from the residence of her
half sister on Washington Street, Rev. Hamilton
McClintock conducting the obsequies. In the forenoon I attended
the Unitarian Church, and was instructed by hearing the Gospel and
listening to the words of life both read and expounded. Then in the
evening I went to the First M. E. Church, where Dr. Beach preached from
the text, Matthew xxv: 10: The door was shut; and so ended another
Sabbath-Day's march homeward.
March 12.--In the evening of this day
I made a brief call on an aged friend, of whom I have already made
mention, Mrs. Mary Kiser, who still lingers
with us, though very feeble. After walking across the room she said:
"At ninety I can't walk as I could once." Her youngest child,
the only daughter now living, by name Ursula
Roudebush, is here taking care of her mother; Marvin
Smith, her (Mrs. Kiser's) son, has lived with his mother many
years, and is still single. Hosea Smith, Ursula
Roudebush's brother, was killed at the battle of Gettysburg, July
1, 1863 (as already mentioned in my FIRST SOUVENIR), and his remains
were brought home for interment in the Smith Cemetery. Ursula presented
me with a letter that was written by him while at the front, of which
the following is a copy.
CAMP, NEAR WHITE OAK CHURCH, June 10, 1863.
Dear Mother and Sister: I am happy to inform you that my health is
pretty good, at present better than it has been for the last two weeks.
I had a bad pain in my head and back, but it has nearly all left now. I
got your letter a few days since, and was very glad to hear from you. It
was the first time I had heard for two months. The weather here is very
warm and sultry, and is very disagreeable when we are marching. We have
had marching orders a great many times, and have even packed up our
things, but have not started yet. Part of the army have crossed the
river again, I think for the purpose of keeping the rebels from going up
toward Bull Run. Our men are on the heights just above Fredericksburg,
where Burnside was repulsed last fall. They shell each other once in a
while--that is all. I have just come in from picket duty. Our regiment
does picket duty along the Rappahannock, the rebels being' just across,
on the other side. The soldiers sometimes exchange with each other,
exchanging provisions or papers; two of the rebels swam across the river
to our side, just below my post, and traded one of their papers for one
of ours. One of them offered a large sum for a pair of boots, and they
wanted to get some writing paper, which they said was twenty cents a
sheet in the South. They wanted some coffee bad, but our lieutenant
would not let then have any. He said coffee was five dollars per pound
on their side of the river; sugar, two dollars; salt, very scarce, and
they had but very little of it. At the last fight at Fredericksburg,
when we went out skirmishing, we found a lot of the rebels' haversacks
in the woods, and some of them had nothing but shelled corn in them,
while some were full of tobacco, which I suppose they thought they would
trade to the Yankees for something else, if they were taken prisoners.
When we go out on the picket, we buy hoe-cake of the darkies, but they
have no salt to put in them unless they get it of the soldiers.
Sometimes we can get some milk by paying ten cents per pint. I expect we
will go across the river pretty soon again, but it is hard to tell what
we will do. The soldiers have all confidence in "Joe" Hooker.
Things are very dear here; our sutler sells butter for fifty cents per
pound; cheese, forty cents; fresh peaches, one dollar per can, which
hold about one pint; and other things in proportion. We got paid about
two months' pay about two weeks ago, and I thought I would keep the most
of mine to get something fit to eat, I have got so sick of the army
rations, and also my appetite is not very good. But I will send you five
dollars in this letter, and will try and send more the next time.
Nothing more at present. Your affectionate son,
HOSEA SMITH
Having known Hosea Smith from his
childhood, and having a full knowledge of his kindness to his mother,
his patriotism, his love for freedom and right, I revere his memory.
March 14.--To-day I set out for Meadville on foot, facing the
wintry March wind and snow for five miles, specially to see an old pupil
of mine whom I taught at Blooming Valley, viz., J. W. Thompson, of
Madisonville, Monroe Co., Tenn., who is here visiting relatives and old
friends after an absence of twenty years. I remember having heard, when
a boy, of a certain Revolutionary soldier, named Upton, having said that
he "would walk from Maine to the Valley of the Mississippi to look
on the face of George Washington." So, as I rehearsed in my mind
that patriotic soldier's avowal, I thought I could well walk five miles
to look on the face of an old friend and pupil. He was at the time
staying with his sister, Miss Grace Thompson,
in Meadville, who attended school with her three brothers--James,
John and Walter. I feel that I owe and would like to pay a
tribute to the memory of their deceased parents who were so kind to me,
and whom I always afterward held in the greatest respect.
Sunday, March 15.--It is a good thing to make the best use of
our opportunities. It is written: The steps of a good man are ordered by
the Lord. I take it for granted that all Christians (and may I not say
all men) wish me to DO GOOD; I know the Lord does, and I believe has
called me into His vineyard to work to that end to the best of my
ability. I want to do His will that my steps and my way may be ordered
aright, and that I may be led to Him in all things I do. I am glad I
love truth and righteousness, and I find it is good for me to commit my
way to Him, trust in Him and wait patiently with good courage. I know
from my experience that he strengthens me, and gives me the desires of
my heart.
To-day I went to Christ Protestant Episcopal Church, which is
situated on the northwest corner of what is considered the central
attraction of Meadville--in my younger days simply the public square
used for various purposes, such as training militiamen, shows, political
meetings, Liberty poles etc., now Diamond Park, beautified with many
varieties of trees, artistically setting off and shading with their
umbrageous foliage the walks and spacious drive that pass round the
handsome grounds; the monuments--Pioneer Monument and Soldiers'
Monument--the fountain, the public stand etc., all combining to give to
the park a graceful beauty. But to return to my Sabbath duties. Rev.
Courtland Whitehead, bishop of the diocese of Pittsburgh,
preached an eloquent and impressive sermon from Luke ii: 49: Wist ye not
that I must be about my Father's business? In the afternoon I again
heard the Bishop, this time in the church at Vallonia, a village near
Meadville, and at the close of the service enjoyed an introduction to
the reverend gentleman, a hand-shake and short chat. I told him I had
heard both his sermons, and was much helped by them in my path of
Christian life, to which he replied, "I am glad of it." I said
to him further: "I am a learner, seeking Truth, 'unsectarian,' as
you said in your first sermon to-day, when describing the churchman, the
good citizen, the Christian." Said he, "are we not all
learners?" The warmth of the hearty handshake was proof that I
loved the man who had helped me. In the evening I attended the Baptist
Church at Meadville, where the text was Hebrews ii: 3: How shall we
escape, if we neglect so great salvation? Several were baptized, and I
felt within myself that all the services and exercises of the day had
helped me.
March 16.--In the Meadville Morning Star I read of the sudden
death of S. W. Kepler, for forty years well
known as a popular hotel proprietor, twenty-three years in Meadville. He
was born June 19, 1821, died March 15, 1891. Since the death of James
Irvin, April 3, 1882, I have stopped, when in Meadville, at both the
"Central Hotel," kept by Mrs. Irvin
and her son, and at the "Kepler House," and on Saturday, March
7, I had dinner with Mr. Kepler, who was in his usual good health, and
cheery and merry as ever, meeting me with his ever pleasant smile.
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